ano itong nangyari? bakit ko pinuno ng kung anu-anong pagtatangka sa pagtula ang blog ko? hahahahahahahahaha.

alam mo na to. insecurity. maygahd, secure me please.

i'm tired of this shit.

pabili nga ng tiwala sa sarili.

mahal kita
dahil ito
ang alam kong
totoo
kahit sa totoo'y
hindi ko alam
kung bakit
mahal kita.

Two pairs of eyes meet: yours held mine with the intensity you moved inside me that night, your phone deliberately emptied of life while your wife's is robbed of beeps and rings. Dark were your eyes, but darker was the room where I laid, stinking of life emptied away into drips of blood and bits of flesh falling into the ground, swimming among shadows of sin, forever only (in) silhouettes, viciously robbed of cries.

*Note: yung in ay nakapanaklong dahil hindi ko alam kung isasama ko o hindi.

Jacket

Tatlong taong gabi,
ang nagdaan,
malamig,
pinaiinit (kumakapit ang init)
ng iyong mga bisig
(sa) ang katawang
madaling manginig

Tatlong daang gabi
ang nagdaan
malamig
wala na
ang dating init
ng iyong mga bisig
ang tanging kumakapit
walang buhay
na telang mga bisig.

be careful
with the signs.
don't believe
everything;
you see
love is blind.
pure coincidence,
not providence.